I was attending the Tridentine Latin Mass at the Parish of the Lord of the Divine Mercy in Sikatuna Village, Quezon City, that is my first time to attend. Sa part ng simula ng misa, napa-iyak ako sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon, that is my different liturgical must be try to attend the TLM. This is my first time to attend the TLM and also I meet my new TLM friends. Napaiyak ako dahil sa sobrang saya ko. Kuya Dennis Maturan had welcome me as the new member of the group and also Rico Dupo had given me the sketch na makarating ako sa Sikatuna. I meet my new TLM friends, nakakataba ang aking puso and Fr. Jojo Zerrudo, ipinakilala nila ako na maging bahagi ako bilang isang pamilya sa TLM. I happy na na-meet ko na iyong iba. Nawa makilala ko sila ng husto. Thank you so much Kuya Dennis sa pagwelcome po sa inyong grupo bilang isang pamilya sa TLM, at pagkilala po ninyo sa akin kay Fr. Jojo, at sa latin misalet na ibinigay ninyo po sa akin. And also thank you Rico sa sketch na ibinigay mo sa akin na makarating ako sa Sikatuna for attending TLM. Nawa ma meet ko iba ang mga iba pang mga ka TLM ko. At sila ang maging bahagi ng aking buhay, balang araw makikilala ko sila ng husto na magiging mga bagong kong kaibigan sa TLM. Sa mga susunod, attend ako ng TLM! TO ALL MY NEW TLM FAMILY, THANK YOU FOR WELCOME ME AS THE GROUP, BE PART OF THE NEW MEMBER OF THE TLM FAMILY!!
The God of silence beckons me To journey to my heart Where He awaits O Lord, I hear You calling tenderly To You I come to gaze At the beauty of Your face I cannot see
To rest in Your embrace I cannot feel To dwell in Your love hurting but sweet To be with You; to glimpse eternity
God of night, fount of all my delight. Show Your light . . . that my heart, like Yours, burn bright.
Be still the torment of the night Will not encumber you, if you believe My child this darkness isn't emptiness For here I mold your heart Unto My image painfully you long to see
The self you yearn to be, but fear to know The world from which you flee in Me find home All these I give you, if you remain in Me
COUNTERPOINT: I am ever here My child, you need not fear The dark will set you free And bring your heart to Me
CODA: The God of silence beckons me To journey to my heart Where He awaits me.
Last Monday, I'm uploaded the video thru my facebook and youtube accounts that I was copy from my CD that I can buy from seminary. I'm happy to watch this video, it's gives the reflection of my everyday life. I'm so touchable this video, I have tag my video and also many people and my friends should be comments on my video. I'm so blessed that many people will bw touched and watch this video, I know.I'm happy and I was crying with a lot of joy, happiness, sorrow and also I dedicated from my love one. I remember him that my first boyfriend, Rico( December 30, 2009- officially to be couple), that I'm happy for him, but last February, he break up with me. 8 months ago. after moving on with him and officially he being my friends (last March 2010)- Rico and me is now my friend.
I'm happy to star my new chapter, but I'm still remembering my ex boyfriend, I miss him and I pray him- also he praying me. I know that Rico is a good person, a good servant and a good acolyte. It become a friend, I call him and I communicate him , kahit magkaibigan kami. I happy sa kanya-kanyang kaming buhay, masaya ako para sa kanya, masaya rin ako.
God of Silence is a very most favorite inspirational song para sa akin, I'm very touchable, kahit inaalala ko ang aking mga nakaraan . How many times na napakinggan ko? By the way, Sem. Franz should be created the Music Video, napakaganda ang pagkakagawa niya and I'm so proud of him. Hanga ako sa kanya, it's gifted from God. Hindi tayo pababayaan ng Diyos, basta manalig tayo sa Kanya. Mahal tayo ng Diyos, kilalanin natin mabuti, at higit sa lahat mahal din Niya tayo gaya ng pagmamahal Niya sa atin.
My prayers, is to be find my right soulmate na mamahalin niya ako ng lubusan, to be sincere and to be fear of the Lord. I appreciate that many challenges are showed with me.
Maraming bagay na gusto kong napanaginipan ng isang tao na laging nagpapaalala sa akin. Siyempre nasa pagdarasal ko iyon, nawa makita ko at muling makapiling na pinakamamahal na tao sa buhay ko, na alam ko na kung ano ang aking nararamdaman.
Minsan, umiiyak ako kapag nagkita kami ng aking minamahal, nasa tamang gabay. Inaalala ko siya, siyempre siya lang ang laman ng aking puso. Ano ba ang nararamdaman para sa akin? God will be guide me and to talk about my problems. That my heart will be continous to heal, patuloy kon naghihilom ang aking mga sugat na nararamdaman ko. I keep my daily routine, prayers, meditating and exercise. To listen my inspirational songs for my daily vitamins.
I'm happy with my soulmate that I will be always to pray him. I know that, I realize that, na kung gusto niya ako balikan, isa Diyos ko na iyon. God ask the answer my prayers, nawa'y magkabalikan kami ng aking soulmate, that's my greatest gift in my heart. AMEN.
